Remember the Blessings….

Even in times of sorrow can come happiness and good things.  Love the song by Laura Story, called ‘Blessings’…..
”what if these blessings come through raindrops what if your healing comes through tears what if a thousand sleepless nights are enough to know you’re near….”

     Wow…September isn’t even over yet and it’s already been an eventful one.  Full of ups and downs. September marks the beginning of Autumn, the start of new school years and a month of remembrance for the past decade.  Many beginnings and endings to the many chapters of our lives.  Though the end of every chapter brings a new beginning to another chapter and a new beginning brings new experiences and many many new adventures!
     The beginning of September brought a great Labor Day with many family and friends.  My cousin had been down for the past couple of months and we had several friends over for dinner.  It was so wonderful to be able to spend time with family that I never get to see or don’t get to see that often.  That Monday brought many smiles.  My cousin had fixed my guitar in the past month so I could start practicing on it more and  he was willing to help me learn some more about the guitar to become better at it.  I was so excited to be able to learn more.    
     Well, as September pressed on and 9/11 was approaching and this being the 10 year anniversary of that unforgettable tragedy that struck NYC and the east coast.  I will never forget that day!  I still remember waking up to the news that morning (before 6am west coast time) and watching the two planes hit the twin towers and seeing them collapse.  I remember crying my eyes out that whole day.  Even watching the news in my Geography class (so grateful for only one class that day), in the whole room there wasn’t a dry eye in the place.  We will remember!  It’s amazing the things that we will never forget!
     Well, remembering that morning as well, this year is when we discovered that my cousin, had recently passed away early that morning.  A day where it was a great comfort to have most of the family get in their cars and make the trip to be with each other that day and comfort one another.  While many other family members were making plane reservations that day to fly in just to be around family, even the ones that couldn’t make the trip were all with us all in spirit and prayers.  It’s so great to feel blessed to have a great family that God has provided! 
    It was so great to be able to have my cousin around for these past few months and being able to talk to him, more than we have before.  We will all miss him so much and have treasured the time that we had with him this summer!  
     But, even though we have times of tears and sorrow, there is a greater joy that comes from MY Heavenly Father.  Being able to be apart of a new church plant…is simply amazing!  I am so blessed to be apart of an amazing Family of God!  Granted it’s not the easiest road to take and the path seems rough at times and we feel we just can’t take it anymore.  But, when we can reach those people who have been turned off church or  other religious paraphernalia, it’s totally worth it to be able to show them the true and everlasting LOVE of Christ!  If we can show the kindness and love of that Christ has to offer in our smiles and in our actions and in OUR FAITH…we can give a whole new meaning to the name “Christian.”  We can show people what it really means to be a Christian and me totally and completely in love with Christ…with “no strings attached.”  He can lift our burdens and be with us during our pain and wipe away our tears, when we go through a life-changing time in our lives.   God is with us!  Just ask….it’s    LIFE-CHANGING!
     Our church has recently relocated into a commercial building in North Modesto.  We’ve been working to fix up and prepare the building for our services to be held.  We will soon be able to be a “mobile church”  being able to have our worship services anywhere we feel led to worship and share this amazing love inside of us to those who haven’t heard!   This new adventure is exciting to see what God has in store for us here with The Beacon.
     I’ve been totally blessed this past month to be able to call on the friends that God has provided me as well here.  Being able to call friends up and go to a random movie in the middle of the week, just because I need to be with friends, makes me incredibly grateful for the people that God has provided to comfort me.  Whether it’s going to a movie or circling Modesto for a place open after 10pm and ending up at Denny’s.  To be able to hang out and just talk is something that is so wonderful to be able to have friends that share similar interest with each other! 

Grace and Peace to YOU and Blessings!!!!

"I'm With You"

This is Your Life

“…This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose…”
This is your life is played in the movie Soul Surfer, as Bethany Hamilton is gearing up for the big surfing competition in Hawaii.  She had faced several challenges including loosing her arm in a shark attack while in the water.  Through these challenges she has learned how to live with only one arm.  After watching the movie, and seeing how they portrayed the trials and tribulations she had to go through, you would never even think she would have thought twice about only having one arm, it never really seemed to affect her, because she kept right on doing what she was being called to do.  She had an amazing support system with her family, friends and church family that was constantly by her side and there for her. Although, when it came down to it, her relationship and faith in Christ had given her all the strength in the world to make it through the difficult time she was having.
Given her opportunity to minister with World Vision in Thailand, she was able to reach out to a young child who was afraid to get back in the water after the tidal wave hit their country.  Even when she was afraid that she wasn’t going to be able to surf, she eventually got back up again and again after falling and after several attempts was able to stand back up on her board and ride the waves in the ocean.  Bethany followed her dreams and she wasn’t going to let anything get in her way. 
As it says in Jeremiah 29:11, “for I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”
God is writing our story and our plans are in his hands, he knows what we are and who we are to be. 

Come Just As You Are!

“Miss Daisy” performed by Tami Gregor and Mallory Hines at The Beacon.

  “Miss Daisy” as we shared it that night, tells how it doesn’t matter who you are or what you’ve done, God still accepts you….even when it doesn’t seem like anyone else will.  It’s about letting go of  the ‘old nature’  and letting Christ make the person clean and pure.  As Christian’s we have to live our lives according to Christ, otherwise you could be like Miss Daisy and live a "fake” life.  God wants us to be REAL and live for Him!  All the time!  That way those who have not fully committed their lives to Christ will be able to see the joy and the excitement that we have in our lives…no matter what we have gone through.  Because no matter what trials we have to face we know we can get through them when we pray and ask for help. 
Because when we enter into a relationship with Christ, we become a new creation and our eternity is forever changed.  Our outcome has become far better.  And even though we may still face trials in this life we know that somewhere down the road things will be better….because Better Days are yet to come! 
Love the song ‘Blessings’ by Laura Story. 
‘…what if your blessings come from raindrops
what if your healing comes from tears
what if a thousand sleepless nights are enough to know you are near
what if trials of this life, are you mercies in disguise…..’
Even when we think that we can’t do it and that there is a big mountain in our way….there is always hope when we call out and arms to hold us when we need them.   Don’t tell God how big your mountains are….tell your mountains how big your God is….and watch your God move your mountains!

Honduras! :)

Wow, I can’t believe it’s been almost 4 years since I last went to Honduras.  Going there was such an amazing part of my life.  Being able to go, help and serve these wonderful people who are longing to hear the Good News that Christ has to offer them, giving them hope for their future.
A couple of years ago I was incredibly blessed to be able to sponsor a child who lived on the outskirts of Tegucigalpa, Honduras.  Her name is Josselin.  We prayed together through letters back and forth and we sent pictures to each other.  It was so breath-taking to see how just a couple of dollars could feed, clothe and provide medical attention and an education for this little girl. When I was at Faith Home, our General Baptist care center for children, I met this little girl, her name was Emerita.  She was one of the cutest little girls (of course at Faith Home, they are all so adorable, you just want to take them all home with you, if you could).  She was attached to me that week when we were around the kids.  I just wanted to stay longer just to keep being there for her.  It was  fun just to be able to hang out with the children and play with them.

Going on the medical teams were so amazing to be apart of I’m so glad I was able to experience that.  Being able to see how these people live, but yet  how grateful that they are when they are provided medical treatment for, maybe even, the first time in their lives.  Even to be able to provide a church service for them and to be able to share with them the gospel for possible the first time in their lives. 
Then, going on a Vacation Bible School/Construction team we got to teach the kids and play with them during VBS time and then help with much needed repairs, maintenance and chores around Faith Home.  It was so awesome just to be able to be helpful and to be able to accomplish “much needed tasks and repairs”  around the property.  Being able to share the Love of Christ with children in the schools off-campus in the smaller towns was great, just to see their smiling faces when we walked in to teach and play with them.
I loved being able to travel to Honduras and I hope to be able to return and be able help out again.  It was such an amazing experience!!!
“Shine your light let the whole world see…”

Pursuing the Arts!

Galations 6:4-5 --> Make careful exploration of who you are and the work you have been given, and sink yourself into that. Don't be impressed with yourself.  Don't compare yourself with others.  Each of you must take responsibilty for doing the creative best you can with your own life.
      I was reading in one of my devotionals by Rebecca St. James this past week and this part of her writing just really seemed to pull everything together, she states....
     "We can just settle for the status quo in our spiritual growth or the way we choose to express it.  Our culture is moving incredibly fast.  We have to move with the times, staying on our toes so we don't become irrelevant.  You can opt to just coast along, doing the same old, same old. It's safer, less risky, but 'where's the adventure?' 'where's the 'sieze the day' mentality in that?'  I don't know about you, but I'm not a coasting kind of girl.  God has created us to enjoy life to its fullest and he delights himself in our creative pursuits!"
     Now I don't know about your but I am totally with Rebecca on this one.  I'm not a coasting kind of girl I want to get out there and do all I can to share with people, to reach people through whatever God has blessed me with to do.  To use my creative pursuits to do the work assigned to me by my Heavenly Father.  :)   I love the "sieze the day" mentality part, because sometimes we seem to just want to think that someone else will do it, and it doesn't really matter.  But if we have that "sieze the day" mentality and we are not afraid to show it we can try anything with our talents that delight our Lord!  We can show people the love of Christ!  And, here's the beauty of it....we don't have to be perfect!  It's great that we don't have to compare ourselves to others, that God loves us for who we are as individuals!  And, he loves when we can give everything to him as we use our creativity he has given us. :)
      Exodus 31:3-5, tells us of Moses and how he was instructed by God to design the arc of the convenant.  God provided Moses with the skills to do this task.  How awesome is it to be able empowered by God to complete such a task.  Then, what about Solomon in 2 Chronicles 2:13-14, building the temple in Jerusalum.  Using their talents provided by their creator to finish the work assigned to them by God. 
       God has blessed us with specific talents, but how can we use them to glorify God?  Developing our gifts and using our creativity in such a way the delights our Father in Heaven and it lets His Great Love shine down through us and to the people we are sharing with.
Sieze the day!!!

Life’s a climb!

Music is apart of our lives.  Each and everyday many of us listen to the radio, a cd/iPod, or a media playlist.  But when that one song comes up that just happens to define that point in your life as of right then, it can really make you stop and really think about the lyrics that go with the music of that one song. 
The song, ‘The Climb” has come up many times, and the lyrics to this song just seem to pin point so many struggles and difficulties that we face everyday.  Because, there always seems to…
“be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb”
Sometimes it seems as if I’m reaching and reaching as far as I can and I still come up short.  Sometimes it seems as if I try and try and give it my all and there is still that upward battle.  But it’s what I can learn from staying strong and  pursuing through the uphill battle, and  it may take a long time to get there, but it is defiantly worth it every time I climb higher and take another step!
“I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high”
But because I know I can keep trying and never giving up and keep praying and stay strong in faith of my Heavenly Fathers plans for my life.  And with the support of family, friends and my church family, I know that the struggles I face, I am not alone….
“The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on
'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!
Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa”
Even being knocked down, I know I can get back up again and keep on climbing.  Just keep pushing on and climbing that mountain.  I’ve heard this several times this past year, “don’t tell God how big your mountains are, tell you mountains how big your God is, and your God will move your mountains!

This Is The Stuff Lyric Video

Beautiful

After first hearing this song, Beautiful for Me by Nichole Nordeman; and nearly crying all the way through it, I just had to post the lyrics and share it.   It say’s so much about how we see ourselves.  And, as I was listening to this song, my computer music was on shuffle and the next song to play was Francesca Battistelli’s; Beautiful, Beautiful.  Maybe there’s a theme here?

Every girl young and old has to face her own reflection
Twirl around, stare it down
What’s the mirror gonna say
With some luck, you’ll measure up
But you might not hold a candle to the rest
“Is that your best?” says the mirror to the mess
But there’s a whisper in the noise
Can you hear a little voice
and he says
(Chorus)
Has anybody told you you’re beautiful?
You might agree if you could see what I see
Oh
‘Cuz everything about you is incredible
You should have seen me smile the day that I made you beautiful for me

If it’s true beauty lies in the eye of the beholder
What my life and what’s inside to give him something to behold
I want a heart that’s captivating
I wanna hear my Father say

(Chorus)
Close your eyes
Look inside
Let me see the you that you’ve been trying to hide
Long ago, I made you so very beautiful
So I ought to know you’re beautiful

(Chorus)
You’re so beautiful
Beautiful for me
So beautiful for me

“Call on Jesus”

“I call to God; GOD will help me.”
(Psalm 55:16)

When we feel like we are all alone and there is no one we feel we can turn to we can always call on God for help, and He will help us through anything.
I love this song because all we need to do is to “Call on Jesus.”:

“But when I call on Jesus,
All things are possible!
I can mount on wings like eagles and soar.
When I call on Jesus,
Mountains are gonna fall!
'Cause He'll move heaven and earth
to come rescue me when I call.”*

When we call on Jesus and let our light shine for Christ everywhere we go, we are letting people out in the world today know and see the love we have for Christ, so that they will come to know Him and praise Him with all of their heart and soul.

But we can’t let our light shine by itself, we need to go out there and light other people’s candles and let their light shine with ours. But often we need God’s help, to reach others. So if we call on God, God will help us, and we are Never Alone.

“And though I cannot see You
And I can't explain why
Such a deep, deep reassurance
You've placed in my life
We cannot separate
'Cause You're part of me
And though You're invisible
I'll trust the unseen”

Because when one candle is lit in one small corner of a room, not much light comes from it. But when you disperse 20, 30 or 40 more candles around the room, and use that one candle to start lighting them and then next candle lights the next and then the next…the darkness of the room is filled with light and brightness. So if we show God’s love to even just one person, that person will know God’s love and shine on another person, and they will call on Jesus, to help their light shine to another person.

“Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path.”
(Psalm 119:105)

(*Songs “Call on Jesus” from the album of Nicole C. Mullen and “Never Alone” from the album Barlowgirl)